I miss you?

a poem on the grief of holding more than one feeling at a time.

It is no secret that I share a lot on my platform.

My heart has always been that I want someone to feel seen when they see my page. There is a weird thing that occurs in this parasocial relationships — people think they know me because of the content I curate. And in a sense — you do.

But there is a lot you don’t see.

There are things and topics I’ve never covered on my page because I am still processing them myself, they don’t just involve me, or I’m not sure how to share it.

So that’s what today’s blog is.

Here is a poem I wrote on the dichotomy of holding more than one emotion at a time: missing someone who hurts you.